A reflection of me?

I thought this was a funny face on her which sort of goes with this post!

Here is a cuter one of her~ just being sweet!

Has anyone ever felt like I have? When your child is not acting or behaving the way you want or wish, then you feel like it is a reflection of you as a mom? I am struggling with this in the area of allowing Addisyn to go be with or be around other people. I really feel embarrassed or feel almost so bad that she is fussy or sad that I don't like to go out with people, have people over, or let her go to someone to be watched. It always seem to be this way whenever people want to come over~ she is crabby and cries uncontrollably or doesn't want to go to those people. :( I know I need to get over this~ because she is just a baby, yet I have not had too many people take care of her other than my moms or 2 closest friends because I feel really bad thinking that she is not being a good baby for them. I just thought I needed to share this because I know a lot of you have offered to take her, or have wanted to hang out and I sort of have not let you or not wanted to because of this! Hopefully this is just a phase and I can get over it! Addisyn is who she is, and I love her and I guess other people do to~ just the way she is~ a GIFT!